I have 24 years and the only guy that I really felt something deeply was a guy that I used to hang out when I was 16. He was my first love and he also gave my first kiss. I was madly in love with him but he broke up with me and that devastate me for a long period.
After him, I dated 2 guys but never really loved none of them. I just liked them a little… I didn’t feel butterflies or anything strong with them. I ended up breaking up with them in a short period of time because I realized it was more like a friendship.
I’m kinda worried that I will never meet a guy who I can develop deeply feelings. It’s like I lose the capacity of loving someone. I really want to find someone to love, marry and have a family.
Could this be a emotional block? Or it’s just I haven’t found the right person yet?